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Haunted by 40 Months in Iraq
Editor's Note: A former Marine re-ups 24 years after his discharge and volunteers for four consecutive combat tours. Now he's at home fighting the war within. "Anonymous" wrote this for the Veterans Workshop, a New America Media writing project for combat veterans.
Since Iraq, I might go several days without sleep. It's hard to function like that. When I do sleep, I often wake up after a bad dream and all I want to do is put on my gear, grab my weapon and hurt someone. On nights like that I can never fall back asleep.
I was in Iraq for almost 40 months straight, so long that all of my neighbors at home moved away. I came home with post-traumatic stress disorder (PTSD) and a traumatic brain injury (TBI). What follows are some of the thoughts that have been bouncing around in my head since my return. But it's hard to focus. TBI can do that to a person.